Jenna's House of Idiosyncrasies Version 10.0 [Focus.]

So Very Bored

November 14, 2002 - 4:45am

I stopped to take a study break at 4:00 and still haven't gotten back to it.

Somehow, between my teacher and my textbook all the life and the drama of the pivotal time I am supposed to be writing my essay over (civil rights movement, 1950s and 60s) has been drained away and I'm actually bored. I can barely concentrate on this stuff in the daytime and here I am, hyped up on stimulants, forcing myself to cram. I'm pretty smart, but not smart enough to take an essay test cold turkey.

I knew I was forgetting something. This week was stacking up to be waaaaay too easy.

The one good thing is, I know this is something I can handle. In high school (hell, even just last year) I gave up too easily. I didn't push myself to achieve what I could, and praised myself for not stressing about things. I was such a silly kid back then. Way back then. Heh.

Invaders keep getting into my thoughts even when I tell them to go away. I don't know how I'm managing without certain people. I guess they were always right when they were telling me I was stronger than I knew.

I do feel remarkably strong lately.

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November 14, 2002 - 9:49am
Maggs (not verified)
Jen, I am so very proud of you. Your attitude this semester, heck! this year has been remarkable positive. Yeah sure you get stressed sometimes but what college student doesn't? I also have another question. Where is your little calendar that shows what days you have posted? I really liked it. I could tell very quickly if you've posted since I last was here and if you had, how many I've missed. Well, anyways. Have a great rest of the week and stay positive.. you can do anything you put your mind to. And now you know it.

January 24, 2003 - 11:47am
Barry Johnson (not verified)
Your life to me seems to be rather self obsessed.

May 7, 2003 - 9:50am
Deadly Ripped (not verified)
I am the shit. Bow down and eat my essay paper.

May 15, 2003 - 7:21pm
rantz kafka (not verified)
"I'm Bored. I'm the chairman of the board"-Iggy Pop

March 19, 2004 - 9:47am
onenonlytrblmkr (not verified)
wow........that is soo amazingly wonderful can i be like you?
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