Jenna's House of Idiosyncrasies Version 10.0 [Focus.]

I Love the Way It's Starting to Feel Like Everything Happens for a Reason

August 27, 2003 - 8:51pm

School is now in full swing, so to speak. I've already had to say up way past my bedtime to finish a painting, so I think that pretty much counts as being in the thick of it. I am running on about 4 hours of sleep right now. It should be even less, but I slept too late to make it to my 9 o'clock class. Blast. I like that class a lot too.

Wednesdays are very stressful for me. I have 5 classes in total, including a couple of 2 hour art classes, followed by work. I ate at the Chick-fil-a Express at the Tate Center today, even though I'm still a few days away from be able to really afford it, because the classes before and after my lunch break are right there, and going home and coming back on time is somewhat of a chore, and I didn't have time to pack anything. I decided that I will make it my Wednesday treat from now on, since I can already tell that other than that brief respite Wednesdays are going to be hell on earth. So if anyone cares to join me at about 1:10 on Wednesdays the company will be most welcome.

My art stuff (my art box and giant portfolio bag) is somehow getting heavier and lighter at the same time. Mostly my fingers just hurt a lot, so maybe they are going numb. But I think after a semester of lugging this stuff all over campus, I'll be able to crush small cars with the power of my biceps, so that's a plus.

Things are going really well, and I should be happy. And I really am, mostly. But lately, sometimes I feel like I'm insane. And I think about the cure for the insanity, and the very thought of the cure makes the disease worse. Does that make any sense?

Maybe my Air Force buddy can sort it out for me.

5. Something that you feel will find its own form

August 27, 2003 - 9:06pm
Sabrina (not verified)
YAY for that! I wish I could join you @ 1:10 on Wednesdays, I love Chic-fil-a and you!

August 28, 2003 - 3:37pm
Sam (not verified)
I'm putting on my dorky pants for my drama class at 1:10 on Wednesdays. Why on earth do you have 5 classes? That seems like a hell of a lot. And again, I don't understand the cure comment. And again, someone will have to explain it to me.

August 28, 2003 - 10:03pm
Sabrina (not verified)
Hmmm, I think I know, but I don't know.....

August 28, 2003 - 10:15pm
Amanda (not verified)
Okay I think I may get it so I'll share my 'non-practicing therapist" views with all. You know have this "insanity" and yet you know the only way to make it better is to do something about it(whatever that maybe) yet the mear thought of that makes one up tight. Therefore making the problem worse. Am I right Jenna or even close?
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