I've been thinking a lot lately about where this whole college thing is going. Driving around aimlessly all alone for hours at a time will actually force you to think.
See, the unfortunately fact of reality I have to face now is that I might never get into art school. Although nothing in this world would make me happier, even though I want to explore new mediums and be in that kind of community for the next few years, the chances that I will get in on a third try are very slim.
So I'm looking at other majors (seriously this time, not as a way to make fun of everyone) because I know I've got to pick something. I've got to finish or I've got to quit. This holding pattern thing has been fun, but I'm ready to move forward. I'm not ready to be done with college yet, but if I keep going to way I'm going it won't matter if I'm ever ready to be out. I still won't be able to get out.
Any change is going to involve something painful like calculus or foreign language or selling my soul to the man. I'm just tired of butting my head against the wall.
I wish things would just go my way. Geez.
You are reading the life, times, and general musings of Jenna Tollerson. I am an independent web developer living in and around Athens, Georgia, USA. [read more]