Jenna's House of Idiosyncrasies Version 10.0 [Focus.]

Annie of "Annie Waits"

Frightened to death at the prospect of being alone for the rest of your life, you're desperate and ready to please whoever will have you. You're ready to change, though.
"Annie sees in dreams: Friday bingo, pigeons in the park. Annie waits for the last time."

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I woke up at 3:30 and haven't been able to get back to sleep. Goodness knows I have tried, but my body is just not cooperating. What else is new, really?

I've been having a lot of random thoughts the past couple of days, especially many crazy Tyler Durden-esque ones about throwing bricks through plate glass windows just to watch the way they shatter, or tearing open my own flesh just to look at the muscle. Thankfully a compulsion for self-preservation (and a healthy fear of the law) keep me from acting on any of this.

(I swear, the destroyed window of George Dean's on Clayton, TOTALLY NOT ME. Although I kind of wished I was there when it happened.)

I am sure that part of why I can't go to sleep is that currently, I am quite frustrated. However, I went out earlier tonight (first to Molly O'Shays, then Copper Creek), and had so little to drink that I managed to sleep for 3 hours and wake up prematurely, but stone sober. That's either a testament to how well I'm handling it, or evidence that my malcontentment is simply manifesting itself in new ways.

Still awake 2 ½ hours after the fact, I'm guessing it's the latter.

I cannot wait until the holidays are over. I'm ready for a new year.